| | I am confused. And someone should punch murder me. I'm a selfish, stupid, baby who needs to grow up and accept the truth. Am I so retarded that I just can't see whats so obvious? I hate how blind I am. I hate how human nature takes over and makes you do things you wouldn't usually do. Am I lost? No. I'm completely found. By the God who is shaking sense into me every step of the way. Am I listening to Him? No. And I'm learning the hard way for it. Do I need to listen to Him? Absolutely. Blaming myself for poop isn't gonna help anything. But why shouldn't I give into myself? Dive headlong into something that isn't good for me. Why not? Why shouldn't I be just as stupid as worldy girls who only think about what they want, when they want it, and how they want it right NOW. I DON'T want to be like that, ok? So why am I acting like it? Am I so much of a self-righteous whore that I can't step back and realize my wrong? If I did, maybe I could right the little bastard before it grows into the full grown butt munching problem I'm gonna have in three, two...ONE. A problem has a risen, and now I have to fix it. Brilliant Kelli, absolutely brilliant. Kill me for that. Just do it.  |
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